Painter Passions

Its one thing to be angry, that always settles. Its another to be hurt, hurt can always be alleviated. but disappointment in a person has to be one of the most burdensome qualities witnessed in another being.

I can say all that I know to be true with the no good, not worthy speech but that’s not even where this belongs. I would be a walking contradiction to say that this person was all bad because for months on end Ive witnessed the exact opposite. I could deliver a testimony on all the positive attributes I became familiar with, but then also hold a seminar based on the reasons why you would never suffice. For the life of me I wish I could truly say that this character was worth none of the time and effort, that what was to be expected eventually arose but that would all be in vain. Instead I can only sit with the bitter taste of the truth. That nevertheless I know you to be a good person, I know that despite who you are now, your former identity was an admirable soul.

But that’s the thing when one is willing to carouse with a double edge sword. You maybe able to attain your desires on one side, but the other one is coming right around the corner to leave you in anguish.

So I wish I could say I was hurt, or even angry. But no, instead I’m disappointed by the actions of the person you’d rather be, and even more so by the individual whom underneath it all is had once proven to be exemplary.

But most has been said, and even more was done. Furthermore, its been a pleasure.

jamielovelee:

goddesses and doormats.”

-Pablo Picasso

Figure out which one you are and remember it’s never too late to change your ways. Just because you were once Tom doesn’t mean you can’t be Summer.